I take my first steps, step by step
I am learning about new life.
I put more and more steps, I look around in search of mirror.
I am a wreck, I am a deceitful shadow with many problems at my side.
Now I'm alone.
Before that it was not like that...
Take me away, let me out, fix me.
I can not live without a future like the people around me.
They are happy people pass by, who come and go.
Why God?
Do not I deserve to have health and healthy thoughts?
Who is going to help me?
I go on, people send me signs.
Do i mean something to them?
I see a girl with a wheelchair eating a strawberry ice cream like nothing.
Like nothing happened to her.
Like a teenage boy is jumping with one limb in search of his missing wallet.
They are happy.
They are saved.
At the beginning when i came here..
I was lost, voices shouted to me, ''you can not handle this.. you do not win with destiny''.
But I am here, calm ans restful.
Why is is like that?
The first time I saw a woman who whispered to me... 'It will be good I will save you'
And she did...
People smiling and asking, how are you? Are you okay?
And I am smiling now nodding my head...
I feel better, I feel... full.
Courage has filled my heart as fast as chaotic wind come to start the storm...
It should be like this.
It should be...
I take the last step, before the truth.
I see myself in the extreme reflecting in bright light.
Battered, disfigured, but free.
I feel proud, waling by one leg...
I feel proud by waving with one hand.
I can feel myself like I felt it on the beginning.
There are people behind my reflection
Looking at me smiling to the unreal world.
They have millions of questions in their heads.
However, they are like one family in more than few hearts.
They are the beginning of this world,
They hold me for my right arm.
They are proud of me, I do not feel a lie here.
Before I felt hatred and anger.
But now I feel deeply that I can.
Like him,
Like her,
I can live as a disabled person.
The unity has moved my heart,
However, love from strangers to me has moved my soul which has been repaired and now.
I know that for us... there is also hope for a better tomorrow.
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